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[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

so im bmi 18.5 rn, not the worst but i need to get below 18 again

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

haven’t weighed myself in months but im definitely around bmi 19 now 😭

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

i just need to get below bmi 18 again, 17-18 i look good and i can maintain it

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

cant wait to go back to paris, feeling like im trapped in a cage in my hometown

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

im so irl skinny and average now i need to lose so bad i hate it

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

redownloaded mfp hah

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

i feel like i’ll never fully recover 🥰🥰❤️❤️

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

i wish u could just choose to get better and instantly be better

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

fuck this

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

i dont even have access to a gym here and am too scared to run outside in this area 😭 i need to find a new way to get cardio bc pilates + weights at home is NOT enough

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

looking at my bcs from summer when i thought i was still too big, but i literally looked so good 🥹

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

in my self destruction era

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

bulimia relapse again 😍

[♡ @SUPERM0DEL__]

this photo told me to starve

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

autumn always brings out the restrictive tendencies within me

[vivi ✧.* ⛄️ @pradalvr]

i am about to have the biggest and most weight loss inducing relapse anyone has ever seen

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

omad is my new thing i think

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

ive gained at LEAST 5lbs i just kmow it, i must be like 120 now 😭 110 is perfect for me i need to start losing again

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

bulimia makes me feel sm worse

[j˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆ @ldrspo]

its so sick but i miss my restrictive ed