Leading a congregation of believers in worship should always be an outflow of worshipping YHWH in private. If you only worship with other people, you’re missing a key part of leading well.
I think a song like #Gratitude by @Brandonlake can be really powerful in corporate worship when paired with another like #AgnusDei.
Worship should be directed towards God, and exhorting our own spirits to praise can lead to doing this even better when done right.
The enemy wants you to focus on who you were so that you won't see who you are. God loves you. He wants you to forgive others. Don't carry that stuff another day.