@starvingsilver one time i was in a really bad depressive episode, lost so much weight and my bmi dropped from 18 to 15, now i feel fat whenever my bmi is over 16
@allegedlymad her fans are the biggest enablers istg, she has always been disordered, yes, but there were eras where she seemed to be doing better, then her fans started calling her fat and that obviously triggered her and she went back to starving herself