leana ✯

lesbian — cw: 112.4 gw: 110 ugw: 100 (she/her)

[lunα 🐰❤︎ @soufflace]

im scared im going to be fighting to lose weight for the rest of my life

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

does anyone else worry about the effect their disorder has on their partner? i have the sweetest most perfect girlfriend ever and i don’t want to hurt her. she doesn’t know about my ed and i plan on keeping it that way

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

how i feel after eating 3 pieces of pizza and then purging KNOWING i didn’t get it all out but i physically couldn’t puke anymore

[James @takeopaul]

water weight is the ultimate rage bait

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

just went out to eat with my family- didn’t restrict because i decided to act like a “normal teenager” but now this food is going to have sat in my stomach for almost an hour before i can purge it. i’m so fucking mad at myself.

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

guys i keep almost shitting my pants at school this is NOT a drill HELP

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

left for like 6 months of recovery and have just returned to underweight 😐😐 shoot me in the head

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

soooo i stopped coming on here and started eating normally and i don’t know how to feel. it’s kind of freeing, but i also feel disgusting sometimes. trying to decide my course of action as i feel i’m like one (wrong?) move away from a relapse

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

i was helping my boss (who is literally the skinniest woman i’ve ever seen) move boxes at work, and this woman goes “too heavy for us littles!” and we’re both tall 😮 life goal met??

[TW/ED 𓆩♡𓆪 @EDinspirationn]

If you're tired, it's working
If you're sore, it's working
If you're hungry, it's working
If you're dizzy, it's working

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

@strawnanagirl girl where did you find these 😩

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

anorexia is so depressing. black coffee makes me sad

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

@galacticcals 19?

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

@Spitballsryummy dm me please!

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

i’m now bmi 17.6- this is hell

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

briefly recovered but i’ve relapsed- lost so much progress i wanna kms

[leana ✯ @leanastarving]

i’m craving cotton candy grapes but i don’t know where to get them