hiβ¦ π₯Ί
have you been doing well??
lately i feel like iβve only been sharing heavy & serious things with czennies, so honestly my heart hasnβt felt very at ease & i feel sorryβ¦ but i think today might be my last bubble for a whileβ¦ so iβm sending this message today with a heavy heart too..γ
i never imagined a day like this would come, or that iβd be saying something like this directly to you like this..γ but as i write this, it feels strange that it doesnβt even feel realγ
while youβve been receiving my bubble, if even just a little you gained strength from it, and if there were moments where my messages gave you even a bit of good energy to get through your day, then i think iβd be really happy, and really really relieved and thankfulγ i couldnβt send bubbles super often, but every time i did, i always meant it sincerely and hoped youβd gain strength from it.. π₯Ί
honestly, when i read your messages, there were so many times i gained strength too, even if you might not realize it. even now, when i read your messages, there are so many moments where i feel comforted and my heart feels warm.
this space called bubble was always fun in that sense & i think i was even happier because you enjoyed it together with me.
but because of that, the fact that my bubble is ending after today might be really sad for you & iβm worried it might make things hard for you, so my heart feels really heavy..
iβve been working hard on lots of different things. i think iβm working with many different people, in many different ways, and making music! iβm also going around looking for inspiration and experiencing a lot of different things.
iβll come back to you and czennies soon with a new side of me & new music. i heard that some of you were worried i might retireβ¦ i know this is a time where both you & the members might have a lot of worries, so i want to comfort you and be your strength as soon as possible. iβll really do my best. but not just simply working hard and coming back, i want to truly grow. and iβll come back with music made from new ways of expressing that growth. youβve told me a lot that you like hearing my storiesβ¦ so iβll try to put more of my stories into my music. iβm also spending this time thinking deeply about myself, finding myself again, and looking for new inspirations to express myself in new ways.
iβll also prepare a new way to communicate and come back soon. iβm sorry it feels like youβre just waitingβ¦ you waited a lot even during my solo albumβ¦ but this time too, iβll make sure to repay you with something even better for making you waitγ letβs take this time as a moment for both of us to grow, and meet again soonγ
itβs not like weβll never see each other again, but iβll really miss you. really. iβm not going anywhere, so please donβt be too sad or have a hard time, just wait a little. iβll come back soon.
thank you so so much for bubbling with me, listening to my stories, always being my strength, making me laugh, and sharing fun stories with me. thank you for always being so kind to meβ¦ weβll meet again soon!
today, tomorrow, and the day after, fighting. π₯Ί
i sincerely hope you sleep well on all the nights without my messages for a while π₯Ί
once again, thank you so much & i love you πβ€οΈ
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