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[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Considering an attempt tonight. Nobody needs an ugly disgusting weird useless loser like me anyway

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I'm the ugliest person in the world im choking myself to death

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Why can't I be as attractive and good looking as other guys I deserve to die rn

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

If I see one more muscular good looking guy on my feed I'm going to literally mutilate my body

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I just wanna cut every inch of my body and make myself uglier so that I can 100% kill myself out of disgust. Why the fuck am I so ugly

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I'm about to start stabbing myself repeatedly in the throat and record it if my thoughts don't stop

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I have no idea who I am anymore. I've become unrecognizable

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

"I care about you" shut up

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Please kill me

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I need to get my shit together but I can't, I keep wasting my time doing nothing bc of depression. I'm so fuckin sick of myself

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Nothing's fun anymore. I can't feel anything

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I just want to kill myself

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

My thoughts are so loud, my head feels heavy, I need sleep, I don't wanna exist, I don't wanna do human things, I don't wanna eat, I don't wanna talk, my chest feels tight, I feel disgusted with myself, ive been wasting my time. I hate life so fuckin much

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I fuckin hate hospitals

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I feel like I'll die soon. Whether it's suicide or not

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I don't even know what I'm feeling, it might be emptiness but it doesn't feel right to call it that for some reason. It might be sadness but I wouldn't say so, I dont know what it is and I dont know why I feel like this for "no reason" but I wanna have at least one day without it

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

❤️❤️ ya

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

I want to cut someone's name into my skin

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Cute

[🐒🎧 @leelbitmsc]

Stop reminding me of how ugly and useless I am I get it