I had a dream, a very happy one. I met a kid who made me felt like that the four letter word I had been longing for is as simple as a motorcycle ride. I had a few yet best moments of my dream with him. Long story short, I have to wake up and continue what's left of me.
May love find me when I'm ready. May he choose me everyday and stay even on my darkest days. Right now, I need to make ends meet. To make a living. To keep working on my dreams. What a series of realizations at this hour. Hahaha
I pray that one day maka save naman ako for our future. No one wants to use their emergency funds but being ready is an advantage. Seeing Bobby today after work releases all the stress I have. The stress becomes pain. It pains me to see my cheerleader suffering.
Trans ang kagulangi ni Onting Tay. Dai na akong yahagadan ning imo kada punta ko saindo. Dai pa ugaring nahaman haman su halong ta Tay sa Tibgao. Time will come. Isabit ko duman picture niyo ni Nanay. I love you Tatay.
Happy birthday Tatay. I miss you Tay. Namiss ko ang number taga timpla ning gatas ko. Alam mo Tay, dai ako gakaag ning asukar sa gatas o maski sa milo ko. Alam kong ika sana ang makagibo kaan sa gatas ko. Na miss ko su pagtubis ning asukar sa gatas na gibo mo sako.
This isn't the stress & pressure I imagine I would experience. Probably, I played it low. Not well equipped. But I have to show up no matter what. Thankful for all the angels that surrounds me. One day at a time. Showing up matters.
Ong atal ta dai man ning systematic approach. Dai man lamang naki consolidate sa mga nakapila. Mayad ta igwang initiative si Ate (naka pink). The boys were just accessories and door openers.