leia ꩜

shedtwt • monster addict
pro recov .ᐟ
undiagnosed ᨳଓ
DNI normaltwt / -16

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

genuinely idk what it is but ariana grande rn is making me so uncomfortable. thinspo, deathspo and any of that is fine but i dont understand why looking at her lately makes me feel so horrified, ESPECIALLY this photo on the left

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

uhm guys i think i hit beans for the first time and im scared i need stitches pls help

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

trying to keep scars covered and at the same time trying not to sweat into a puddle while on an ssri is NOT for the weak

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

to everyone with obvious scars on either thighs or wrists, how are we staying cool this summer without dying of heat stroke 😀

#shtwt #shedtwt

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

@funnyguy1279 no i am melting into a puddle

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

being depressed is ruining all my relationships with people lol i feel like im being such a dick to everyone

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

my dream date

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i havent cried like this in years lol i dont think i have it in me to keep going anymore

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

finals week or my final week ?!?! stay tuned to find out

(its looking like both)

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i say this but i asked my doctor to put me back on my antidepressants because im kind of scaring myself lately

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i need to get so much worse i am not valif enough people cant see how unwell i am. please i just need somebody to see how much im struggling

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

chat i dont think it ever gets better i think i will feel this way until the day i die

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

if u saw me walking down the street irl u would not think i have jpop idol songs blasting in my headphones to cheer me up

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

@Ouppy_Boy wait how do we feel abt 🏠twt we can pretend its a shed right

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

sorry for being inactive guys im lowkey suicidal but too worried about being selfish to actually do anything

[mel ˖᯽ ݁˖ | bmi 17 jail @tianshitamsy]

i feel like this when exhibiting a common sign of depression

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

does anyone else keep getting this error message on milkberi 😞😞 ive seen nobody talk about it

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

since everyone and their extended family is using this app… moot up pls !!

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i binged today so basically i need to carve out all the fat from my body!

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i also dont want to be one of those ppl who self diagnoses but i feel like i have some sort of personality disorder or maybe im just overly anxious idk man i just want to be told whats wrong with me

[leia ꩜ @leiascals]

i honestly would love a diagnosis so i at least know whats wrong with me and what i need to actually work on! im 99% sure im depressed and idk what disorder i have bc none of my eating behaviours align specifically