Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆

21 || edtwt || Check my carrd || high sw + cw

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Actually instead of fasting I think I’ll track my cals? I forgot my chronic migraines don’t agree with fasting 🥰

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

12 hours in, I’m off work and have no way of occupying my time and I’m wanting to cook sos

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

I have to remind myself that the first 48hrs of my fast are absolute hell and everything after that is sunshine and rainbows

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

What are the odds of me staying locked in for this? Not high but luckily I can’t really afford to buy food any time soon

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

@sk1nnybl4ckg1rl I’m Catholic! Actually found my way back to the church when my ed started getting worse lol

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

I usually liquid fast, but today I’m water fasting instead. I’m really bad about drinking water so perhaps this is a blessing in disguise

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Yippee yippee

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Still going, down 6lbs

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Going strong so far! I have a packed day with classes a performance and an event so it should keep me pretty preoccupied

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

@my_sweet_space Water and caffeine were my bffs, and electrolytes!! Always always always listen to your body especially depending on how demanding your job is! Also really make sure you keep up with sleep to help your body replenish and rest

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Okay so in the past I fasted for 7 days and dropped 10lbs..

If I fast for 7 days again maybe that will be 10lbs, and then I’ll be 163, and then I’ll be closer to avoiding brain surgery, so I think that’s the plan

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

“She’s put on some weight” so I actually lost some thanks!!!

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

I just took all of my anti depressants, anti anxiety, and chronic illness meds for the first time in over a year.

Feeling very sick atm

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Praying whenever I feel hungry to get through this fast

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Let my roommate borrow my lax cause she was actually constipated and she TOOK THE BOTTLE???

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Okay guys time for me to be real…

SW: 300lbs
CW: 272lbs

It’s not a lot of progress and I’m crashing out over it but that’s okay

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

@victrixcals You got it queen!!

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Let’s see if I can stay committed for once in my life sine I just regained the same 4lbs I dropped earlier this week

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

Will never know true happiness because I’ll never be able to fit into that guitar case like Ariana

[Briar𖤐✰ ⋆✧ ✦ ☆ @lele_roseee]

I do not have a high sw to get stuck at the same weight for this long