saph

professional daydreamer.

[saph @lemomneringue]

i miss foggy afternoons.

[kar @ltofjsu]

gunil balik xdiz gua apply S2

[saph @lemomneringue]

@mhwnk_ thank youuu kakakkk 🥰

[Lisan Al-Mhwnk @mhwnk_]

Sini guys lagi ada workshop bikin bag charm sama @lemomneringue 🌈✨️

[venus ᯓ★ @lvrboyhannie]

can’t talk shit these days without losing ur damn job #fuckwoke

[aul @dabinnlive]

gue non fans tapi menurut gue perasaan gunil nih valid as manusia ya

• sasaeng yg ngikutin sampe asrama
• sasaeng / fans yg masang gps dimobil
• fans yg ngasih kritik atau rumor jahat
• fans yg banyak komentar kurangnya lagu yg dikasih perform / kurangnya penampilan mereka—

[saph @lemomneringue]

@mhwnk_ aww thank you, comrade 🫡 and, i still do love k-pop and k-rock bands 🥺😭

[saph @lemomneringue]

drummer semantap ini kena phk cuma gara-gara sambat yg bener aja lu @jypnation

[떠니 @lovemydawn]

241117 맨인더박스 드럼 솔로 #건일
Man in the Box Drum Solo

#XdinaryHeroes #Gunil
#엑스디너리히어로즈 #엑디즈

[saph @lemomneringue]

it’s just AAAARGH 😭😭

[ten @gunilsmenu]

translation of gunil's message regarding his departure on bbl:

he admitted the comments in the leaked recording were his and apologized for saying them, but clarified that they were directed at sasaengs who had harassed them and invaded their dorms recently, not villains as a whole. he also explained that he was mentally struggling at the time and had vented to someone he trusted (ex-gf), never expecting the conversation to be recorded and leaked

[ten @gunilsmenu]

translation of gunil's message regarding his departure on bbl:

he admitted the comments in the leaked recording were his and apologized for saying them, but clarified that they were directed at sasaengs who had harassed them and invaded their dorms recently, not villains as a whole. he also explained that he was mentally struggling at the time and had vented to someone he trusted (ex-gf), never expecting the conversation to be recorded and leaked

[mel☆ @melsleepstight]

not even betlift moved this fast 😭😭

[리에 😺 @riextraaa]

i did not even had the chance to see them as 6.

[saph @lemomneringue]

damn this just make it more painful 😭

[🐹 @gunilbbl]

💌 9.39PM

Hello Villains, This is Gun-il

I think this will probably be my last greeting to you as a member of Xdinary Heroes.

I really wanted to remain Xdinary Heroes until the very end, and I wanted to protect the six-member Xdinary Heroes. But as you all know, I had no choice but to accept the company’s decision

Even now, it still doesn’t feel real to me.

There are so many things I want to say to Villains. I still don’t know where or how to begin. But now that I am no longer a member of Xdinary Heroes, I don’t want to hide the truth or make excuses with lies just to protect myself. I believe there are things that I need to tell you myself, which is why I am writing this.

First of all, the person who wrote the post that started all of this was someone I met through an acquaintance and we dated for about two weeks.

At the time, I was mentally very exhausted because of the malicious comments and false rumors about me that had been going on for some time, as well as the various concerns I had about XDIZ’s music and performances. Rather than burdening the people close to me by opening up about how I was feeling, I was at a point where it felt easier to vent my frustrations to a stranger who didn’t really know me.

The person who made the inappropriate remarks about fans in the phone recording that was made public to Villains was indeed me. Regardless of the reason, the fact that I said those things does not change. I sincerely apologize to everyone who was disappointed and hurt by what I said.

However, I want to honestly explain what kind of situation and emotional state I was in at the time and who those words were directed toward.

Earlier this year, sasaeng fans broke into our dorm, and they even put a tracking device on my personal vehicle and followed me around. After experiencing things like that, I developed a lot of fear and resentment toward certain malicious fans, and I went through a very difficult time emotionally.

But because I was the leader and also the oldest hyung, I couldn’t easily talk about my fears or anxiety. I tried my best to control my emotions and carry on.

Then, in June of this year, I prepared for the Inspire Arena concert with the members, wanting to give Villains the absolute best performance we could. We prepared incredibly hard, and after finishing the first day’s performance, I checked social media with excitement and anticipation.

Of course, no performance can ever be perfect, and I believe we need to acknowledge our shortcomings and continue improving. However, that day, I saw a lot of malicious posts that went beyond criticism or opinions about the performance, things that were difficult for us to understand.

Because it was a performance I had prepared with all my heart, I think I broke down emotionally a lot when I saw the unexpected criticism and malicious comments.

That said, I didn’t want to cause worry to the company people or the members, so I couldn’t easily open up about my feelings. In the end, I poured out the emotions I had been holding back to someone I had only met not long ago, and in the process, I blurted out expressions that were too strong and wrong without hesitation.

I never thought that conversation would be recorded and made public. However, regardless of whether it was made public, I am fully aware that the very fact that I said such a thing was wrong.

There is only one thing I absolutely want to say.

At the time, the people I was speaking about emotionally were some malicious fans who, hiding behind anonymity, recklessly blamed us and violated our privacy. It was never what I said to all the villains who believed in and supported us.

I believe that because I have tried to show you the image of a diligent and reliable leader, the disappointment and sense of betrayal you may have felt through this matter must have been even greater. I sincerely feel very sorry about that.

[emˣʰ | XDIZ IS 6 @emstaur]

People stan a rock band and get shocked when they don’t act like idols

[maddy | 메디 @cloudyjooyeon]

idols can be involved w tax fraud, dui, speeding, real crimes, but the moment they express being annoyed at entitled idiots they’re expected to quit like

[saph @lemomneringue]

dah lah kalian jadi band indie aja @XH_official biar bebas melakukan kesalahan manusiawi 🙃

[saph @lemomneringue]

cape ah kepopan.

[saph @lemomneringue]

sumpah 2026 knp deh… kemaren heeseung sekarang gunil 😭

[saph @lemomneringue]

WHAT THE HECK?

[Xdinary Heroes @XH_official]

[Xdinary Heroes 건일 향후 활동 안내]

안녕하세요, JYP엔터테인먼트입니다.

항상 Xdinary Heroes를 아껴주시고 성원해 주시는 팬 여러분께 깊은 감사의 말씀을 드리며, 멤버 건일의 향후 활동 안내드립니다.

최근 멤버 건일과 관련된 사안에 대해 당사는 상황의 엄중함을 깊이 인지하고 아티스트와 다각도로 충분한 논의를 거쳤습니다. 그 결과, 더 이상 팀 활동을 함께하기 어렵다고 판단하여 상호 합의하에 전속 계약을 해지하기로 하였습니다.

이에 건일은 금일부로 Xdinary Heroes를 탈퇴하고 팀 활동을 마무리하게 되었음을 알려드립니다.

갑작스러운 소식으로 팬 여러분께 심려를 끼쳐드린 점 진심으로 사과드립니다.

향후 Xdinary Heroes는 5인 체제로 활동을 이어갈 예정입니다. 당사는 멤버들이 안정적으로 음악 활동에 전념할 수 있도록 다방면에서 아낌없는 지원을 다하겠습니다.

감사합니다.

[saph @lemomneringue]

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