DDD told me today that they see me as an equal and I had to stop and consider whether I should take that as an insult /j
Sometimes I feel like I’m a male anglerfish and dodekadanna is the female anglerfish who is slowly absorbing me into herself until I lose my identity
This time of year, occasionally a stranger will see my outward appearance and wish me a happy holiday in acknowledgement of something I haven’t done. Correcting people on something like that is a big energy investment for me, so I don’t correct them.
Good choices will pay off in the end they said
Make responsible decisions now so you can reap the rewards later they said
Did you know that the square root of -1 is called an “imaginary number”
If I am born from a dream, then I need the dreamer to wake up
I forgot to thank you
Ddd just asked me if there are 31 days in February and I didn’t have the intestinal fortitude to say anything other than “I think so”.
I don’t belong to anyone. I don’t even belong to myself.
When my fyp blew up with [leafy stabby] fanart back in September it really did take me a minute to realize it wasn’t just [bugson] with a Mardi Gras palette swap but a different little goblin king with his own voice of rage
Y’all weren’t kidding when you called it a rabbit hole
Things almost said out loud, Sunday Afternoon Lunch Edition
Ddd: *watching as an overladen bean tostada slowly crumbles in my hand* You like playing with your food?
Me: Yep, that’s why I married you instead of k*lling you outright.
I’m coming down off the unhinged limerence-induced sugar high that has been trying to gnaw holes in my psyche recently. This is a good thing because I didn’t want to risk disrespecting any boundaries while I was in that headspace. My multilingual puns are already pretty awful.
Did I just catch someone on a bad day, or was I the one who actively made their day bad. It makes me want to dig my heels in and be the whole problem. To make enough of an impact that someone would hate me for it. Indifference is suffocating. These feelings are so gross. Uck.
It’s taken me about 13 years to come to this conclusion, but I’m pretty sure DoDeDa is anxious and I’m avoidant. Meaning one of us is afraid of being controlled and the other is afraid of being useless. Great dynamic, 10/10, never causes friction or misunderstanding. 🙄
New board game idea: “‘Settlers’ of Catan” but it’s literally just people whose reason for getting married was internalized societal expectations and low self-confidence.
Girl I don’t even like board games but capitalism thrives on exploiting others’ misfortune so effit we ball
Lurking in YouTube chat like 🧍🏻♀️ because not only am I shy I have no idea what the etiquette is for something like this and also some of the groupies kinda creep me out like they’d put arsenic in my coffee if they thought I was being too familiar with their queen
I created an art account. I won’t link it here but you will know it when you find it. I’m also on the butterfly site where I’m getting some engagement and I even made my first oomf over there 🦋