I’m just tired, tired of feeling , dealing with all these emotions. I feel nauseous, I feel like I’m having an out of body experience. I start crying randomly, out of no where - I feel like I look so weak. I don’t know how much longer I can keep this in. I’m tired.. I’m tired
Honestly starting to hate that I miss you and that I still care for you. I hate the fact I’ll randomly start crying over you. Like why should I care when you’ve proven to me you don’t care at all; for you ghosted me and it’s fucked me up mentally even more than I was
Tbh I hate having Anxiety + PTSD
I wish I could have my motivation back, my determination ,my drive , my initiative , my strength, my financial discipline .. Me.. I miss me , but idk where to begin to find her..