i should recover i should fast until i die i should try harm reduction i should just purge everything i eat. no fuck this i'm going to go eat whatever i want no i should starve to death no i should just maintain nevermind i hope this kills me Etc etc etc. i just want to be normal
im gonna kill myself
*i dont*
im gonna kill myself
*i dont*
im gonna kill myself
*i dont*
im gonna kill myself
*i dont*
i wish i wasnt so scared lmao😭😭