lena

manifesting honeymoon phase 🪽💫

[lena @lenorexic]

i have not shitted in 5 fucking days i am pretty sure i have 2kgs worth of poop inside me and i feel fucking AWFUL

[lena @lenorexic]

i am in montenegro now i PRAY the weight keeps going down this summer

[lena @lenorexic]

@Yma_ed_summer idk ive been low res + fasting a lot and did 1k omad once woke up the next day 1.1kg lighter so ????? no clue either but i wont be doing it very frequent tbh

[lena @lenorexic]

GUYS THIS IS REAL I GASPED WHEN I SAW OH MY FUCKING GOD IT DOESNT FEEL REAL AFTER MONTHS TO GET OUT OF THE 50s???!!!? AND BMI 19 HELOO?????

[lena @lenorexic]

49.1kg today i am still in awe and so fucking happy this feels like a fever dream

[lena @lenorexic]

life when it starts with a 4 instead of 5

[ᰋ ˓ ♡ lola | tw : shedtwt @ak0wings]

me before and after malnourished may:

[lena @lenorexic]

going to monetenegro in 3 days i need to lose at least 3kg may god bless me with self control and discipline i had at 15 🙏

[lena @lenorexic]

@Sobovi yaaasss🙏😭

[lena @lenorexic]

i purged....

[lena @lenorexic]

i gave in... im disgusting pig oink oink
next time im druging myself with sleeping pills

[lena @lenorexic]

ive been binging and i am still at 50.4kg :) call me a fat disgusting pig cuz this is not okay

[lena @lenorexic]

like for the past week id just be fasting for 2 days then binging for 2 days and i cant get out of 50s like ever :)

[lena @lenorexic]

ended fast here unlucky 💔

[lena @lenorexic]

im hungry but i genuinely dont wanna eat anything

[lena @lenorexic]

ok now im hungry fuck

[lena @lenorexic]

BRING ME BACK TO WHEN NICOCADO AVOCADO WAS THE FACE OF EDTWT AAAAAH I MISS THE OLD EDTWT AND HOW GOATED THIS PLACE ONCE WAS

[lena @lenorexic]

does anyone else allow themselves to do things they like or watch interesting stuff ONLY when ure starving or am i weird XD

[lena @lenorexic]

i finished 2 days so easy i will see if i continue past 3 days

[lena @lenorexic]

@girlsized 2.5kg...