@goldenseamstres I used to just be able to see flashes of objects or scenes almost blurry and out of focus but with some practice and bc of my newly vivid dreams, I get such clear mental images it feels like a film playing in the back of my mind.
Ultimately, being anti kink, anti sex work, and anti porn online leads to abusive private behaviors of control and guilt. And finally, not cumming during sex does NOT mean I have a porn addiction-- IT MEANS YOU ARE BAD AT SEX.
I really do not want to be on Twitter anymore because of a certain anti-p*rn person, who made me so ashamed of my sexuality. In public, she hates p*rn and k*nk. In private, she shames ppl into sex as not wanting it MUST mean you're being disloyal by watching "other women".
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