Bitch ALPHA

10 horse breeds with spotted coats you need to see

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

we go outside and we go back inside and we say what's the plan and there is no plan so we go la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

It insists upon itself -Peter Griffin

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I've got this body that holds no light, and it's all mine to keep clean

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I need something I want to be close to
And I scream, but I still don't know why I do it
Because the sound never stays, it just swells and decays
So what is the point?
The truth is all that I am is a passing event that will be forgotten

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I've cried and you would think I would better for it
But the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine
For the rest of your life

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

Sick of your sound, sick of you coming around
Trying to crawl under my skin
When I already shed my best defense
It comes out all around that you won
And I think I'm all done, you can switch me off safely
While I'm lying here waiting for sleep to overtake me

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

she was the only mirror that I was willing to see my own self pity in

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

Because I burned my fingers every night
When your own shaking hands wouldn’t give you a light

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

every time I write it’s embarrassing I won’t lie but
en realidad, todavía soy chiquito
I pretend and I pretend I can speak but I fear the day my words won’t form

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I can’t put into words the things I hate
no sé como ponerlo,
but it’s a deep feeling grabbing at my veins something painful and lurking every breath full of guilt, sorrow and what’s left after hope burns down

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

But if your heart was in it, I was glad to be your sacrifice

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

Although you hurt me so bad
You’re the only love I’ve ever had
So I forgive, 'cause what I need to live
Is your love

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

But I’ll live, unfortunately

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

HOW DO I BREAK YOU BEFORE YOU BREAK ME.

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I've laid with the devil
Cursed God above
Forsaken heaven
To bring you my love

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

My body
Constantly betrays me

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

If I loved myself would you take it the wrong way

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

On the train we swapped seats, you wanted the window and i wanted to look at you

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

"I love the orange, but hate the harbor."
I stood at the harbor
And watched the world with eyes of winter.
Only the orange peel is ours.

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I ran around with a pack of wolves. I puked on every
pinafore. Growing breasts was a nightmare. In anger
I cut off my hair and knelt glassy eyed before
god.

[Bitch ALPHA @lesbianmurderer]

I sobbed when I had to use the public ladies
room. My undergarments made me blush.
Every feminine gesture I affected from my mother
humiliated me.