vanya

just mentally ill thoughts I need to get off my mind #shedtwt | male • 20 | @vanyayapps is my priv

[vanya @letmeleavee]

I’ll never be someone’s first choice or be genuinely important to someone and that’s fine but it still hurts sometimes to actually realise that

[vanya @letmeleavee]

am I really this terrible of a person

[vanya @letmeleavee]

there’s something weirdly affirming when one of those big ahh bodybuilders nods approvingly and gives you thumbs up after you did your bench press

[vanya @letmeleavee]

omg I need to kms fr

[vanya @letmeleavee]

why do I miss him. I’ve known him for like two weeks.

[vanya @letmeleavee]

“How fast can you be here if you’re leaving your house right now?” I just fucking told you I woke up 5 minutes ago dude I ain’t gonna leave the house right fucking now in my pyjamas

[vanya @letmeleavee]

calling your workplace cuz u overslept is such an experience

[vanya @letmeleavee]

meeting your gym bros outside of the gym is so funny

[vanya @letmeleavee]

@zuickkz definitely

[vanya @letmeleavee]

Espresso Martini my one and only true love

[vanya @letmeleavee]

@zuickkz OMG NO it was about some weird guy at my gym

[vanya @letmeleavee]

I can physically feel my brain cells decaying when I talk to some people

[vanya @letmeleavee]

why is the library closed when I wanted to go studying for once after work

[vanya @letmeleavee]

And now I opened tiktok without my headphones connected WTF IM GONNA KMS

[vanya @letmeleavee]

Im gonna kms my alarm just went off in the doctors office

[vanya @letmeleavee]

my life is falling apart fuck

[vanya @letmeleavee]

OMG CON TOMORROW LIFE IS GOOD (my life is actually falling apart but who cares)

[vanya @letmeleavee]

Wanted to get out of bed to clean up, then I remembered nothing fucking matters anymore

[vanya @letmeleavee]

Oh wtf even is my life atp fuck this

[vanya @letmeleavee]

I’m sobering up and I’m crashing tf out AGAIN I need more alcohol I don’t want to fucking deal with this bs rn