Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ

EDTWT starving for Gojo — gw: 50 ugw: 45 cbmi: 18.8 — hello: @vampilette ♡

non-edtwt: @creampufp

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ ACCOUNTABILITY THREAD 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Fuck thisss

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

I'm not disordered at all fuck his, I'm relapsing and purging from now on I don't care about the piercing

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

What's the point anymore

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

crying on the toilet and now my pad is soaked in tears. hope I get an infection and DIE

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

I've only gained even after everything, Is killing myself the only way I can rest

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

restricting and fasting, no energy, losing all my hobbies because I have to spend my time doomscrolling thinspo or pacing or working out, breaking down daily, making myself throw up only to never lose weight. What's the point I should just die, I'm still fat after all these years

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Normal boys hysterically cry on the floor while doing jigsaw puzzles because they want to kill themselves for being fat

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Sad, full, ugly

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

First time putting my age as 18 instead of 17

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

If BMR 1400 then why eating anywhere near it make me gain so much hmm question

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

@vampilette I'm a YouTube shorts warrior I fear

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

I miss drawing but I'm slowly getting more motivation to do stuff if I force myself to

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Ate so much (1000) and cried, worked out three seperate times so far and gonna hit 20k.. got my period too after it was late and I was hoping I lost it :(

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

@vampilette Literally, I just give up once I see how much I've regressed and binge yt

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

@BeeBeeBeeLoves We've just got to hope YESSIR

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Will there ever be a day when I'm not gagging and crying because I can't handle not throwing up a big meal

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

@ijustloveteatbh Genuinely still thinking about it I'm so sad

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Made my comfort soup and it's full of tiny bugs?? I'm sick and going to throw up omfg I'm actually going to cry

[Satoru @swaypinksy]

I mean I would be bawling my eyes out too if I was presenting as a beta in an omegaverse 😭😭😭

[cora🐬 @adoramecora]

audrey at the 1956 academy awards is burned into my brain

[Lil D | playing Endwalker @rezeling]

Im so fat

[Nerdjo of edtwt 𖹭.ᐟ @levisnewhusband]

Im sad ok. no drawing again