episode 3 just hits so hard cause it reminds me of so many times that ive cried about hating myself so severely but i didnt want to die. i had a purpose. if i couldnt love myself then i would love others.
my main priority is making sure people are comfortable and loved
i used to have a drawing of myself when my hair was purple that i did during therapy when i was .. 15? 16? it was of me with wings and a halo made of a bagel. i remember my therapist asking why it was a bagel and i said its because i was hungry on my way down