he noticed me checking my weight every alternate day and he literally unplugged the weighing machine..
he told me it's gonna fuck with my head if i check everyday and he'll only let me check once a month.. KILL ME.
now i have to go to the charitable dispensary to get weighed...
@floralfamine omg you're too kind :(((
actually i had lost 25+ kgs earlier, then i gained it back bcs of binge eating (i was in an abusive relationship)
i hate that i let myself get this big again...