banana update
my dreams of being a cargirl came true apparently because What The Fuck Im Shedding Ow Ow Ow Ow Ow Oh Ow That Hurts Actually What Why Help
ok but like genuinely what the fuck is this send help??
with that aside, if my shit gets seen and people get confused on what i meant with an earlier post implying there’s multiple people running this body, i’ll explain later. tl;dr i prolly have some form of DID but idfk yet. too scared i’m faking it. i hope i’m not.
whatever. whoever has this useless body next can go fuck themself or something. this thing is a prison that none of us can pilot properly. wouldn’t have to share it if we were a FUCKING GIRL. i think. i just HOPE SO!! GOD i HATE this thing with avPASSION!!!!
why do i have to just PRESENT as a girl? why can’t i just *be* a girl? i don’t really.. want to be a fake one moulded to look like a (c) girl i just want to be a (c) girl. also, why do i have to fucking censor it for people to see this?
yeah i have my girl friend group and they’re ALL lesbian and i get so euphoric just being there but. im not treated the same
mostly they treat me like one of them but they don’t do all the like, silly lesbian shit. i know they don’t want to though, because i just… im not, am i?
yk, im SUPER vocal abt wanting to be a girl and all but it.. never really goes anywhere. yeah i live life presenting as one but.. i want hormones. i dont wanna wait years for them. i want to just BE a girl.
banana update
so many trans ppl on my timeline
they’re in the…..actually i can’t say banana bunch because of uhm
so erm. fruit bowl.
why am i bananas if i’m a fucking tgirl?????
banana update two
stummy ake… ggggggod fucking dammit
if only i lived with my wife so she could knock me out rn hhhhhhhggghhhhhgnnghh i haven’t even started estrogen why am i getting tgirl cramps