I'm not toxic. I'm reactive. There's a person somewhere calling me difficult, and they're leaving out the part where they pushed every boundary I set, ignored every signal I gave, and then acted shocked when I finally stopped being gentle about it.
the longer i go without something, the more i'm okay with never having it again. and once i detach from someone or something completely, reconnection with me becomes impossible because i know what it took for me to finally let go. once i'm done, i'm done.
My intuition is SO crazy. I can literally have no evidence of what's going on but still know there's something going on behind my back & I'm always right😭