waking up in indonesia nowadays basically means preparing yourself for another heartbreaking piece of news. truly feels like no one is safe from the government’s tyranny anymore. not humans, not animals, not even plants. at this point, does anything even get to live in peace?
tanda-tanda kamu mulai kehilangan spark:
- hal yg dulu bikin excited skrg terasa biasa aja
- bangun tidur rasanya cuma "another day, another routine"
- mulai kehilangan interest sama hobi
- lebih sering doom scrolling drpd melakukan sesuatu
- sering merasa bosan tp gak tau sebenarnya pgn ngapain
- ketemu teman pun rasanya gak se-excited dulu
- selalu merasa harus produktif, tp gak benar2 menikmati apa pun
- sering nostalgia karena merasa dulu lebih happy dibanding skrg
- punya banyak hal yg ingin dilakukan, tp gak punya energi buat mulai
- hidup terasa gitu2 aja rutinitasnya
rasanya gak bener2 sedih, tapi juga gak merasa excited sama hidup... relate gak?