my greatest sin was
my desire to be loved
— to feel it deep within
my fragile bones
and my punishment is to
survive a life without that
love, where i become a
vessel for grief
@wanningshusby If he has always been like this, then it makes Chu Wanning a fool to take his actions. Were his declarations and desperate tears of change nothing but a show that he fell for? With his heart stuttering, he kept walking. “You are a man. Choose for yourself where you want to be. “
@wanningshusby “Is it my fault then your mind is just for show?!” He turned away, stomping down the path still fuming, “Is it my fault whatever resolve you have is so weak and so blind?! Shameless! Scoundrel!“
@wanningshusby The unfair responsibility of Mo Rans actions shifted onto him made him halt the steps he was taking to go to his pavilion. A second passed where Chu Wanning stood and stared at this man before blowing up.
@wanningshusby a string of gold gradually materializing on his clenched fist. “Are you done being shameless?” He asked, words clipped and seething with an emotion that couldn't be missed. “Get the hell on with your day if you value your life.”
@wanningshusby Chu Wanning had thought him dumb before, and now he wanted to strike the stupidity out of him. With a stormy look on his face he let Mo Ran talk about who and why he… he bedded.
He clamp down as another wave of ugly, unfounded anger brews in him —
@wanningshusby Gone was any irritation he felt. ‘𝘋𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘺’, Chu Wanning thought as he stared at his disciple. He could only think how dumb Mo Ran still is. “You are both assholes.”
@wanningshusby Chu Wanning let him speak, but the more he did, the more an exasperated feeling bloomed in his chest. A God. Celestial beings weren't a foreign concept, immortality is a known end goal to many cultivators. But a God, Mo Ran had married —if he understood right— a God.
@wanningshusby Though the words were ones that made his heart soar, that topic shot it down before it took flight. "I think it matters plenty, explain."
@wanningshusby "No one can take me anywhere I don't wish to go." He huffs. Chu Wanning regards him with an arched brow, "Divorced? What record do you have with that? "
@wanningshusby Whatever Chu Wanning believed he would hear was quickly proven wrong. The level of punishment aside—the reasoning startled him before it churned into fury. Chu Wanning's eyebrows drew slightly together, making him look more severe.