might aswell speak to people telepathically and with my expressive eyes somehow till the words actually come out of my mouth properly, Though writing them down does help a bit (_ _'")
college next week horray!! kinda excited but not really, mainly cause in situations I do have to speak, issue is my speech impediment got so bad over the years and I get easily anxious, the amount of times I twist my words and sound weird is soโฆ... lord have mercy.
not like Iโm shy or anything I just choose to be mute so I donโt embarrass myself, last time something like that happened, it was during presentation. someone was bold enough to mock my speech in the most dehumanizing tone and I just sat there like: