lyd 🌸

my 204.8 lb life

[lyd 🌸 @lidrunkie]

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Sorry I don’t have the creative energy to make this pretty and pleasing to see 🤗 here’s a list of my personal issues I feel the need to keep track of:

[lyd 🌸 @lidrunkie]

@hypermenthol “I’m struggling with depression right now”

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The worst part about weight fluctuation is that not everything in my wardrobe fits at the same time

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Hips or lips

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Crab apple, banana, small chocolates

[lyd 🌸 @lidrunkie]

Thread of threads 🧠😭😷🥗🍻⚖️⏱⏲🏃🏼‍♀️💪🏽👀
Sorry I don’t have the creative energy to make this pretty and pleasing to see 🤗 here’s a list of my personal issues I feel the need to keep track of:

[lyd 🌸 @lidrunkie]

10/09
Protein platter (~500): cheese stick, apple slices, 3 sclices of turkey lunch meat, 1 egg white. Blueberry bagel with cream cheese, coffee, h&h and vanilla creamer, summer squash, veggie melody, lava cake, French fries, tuna salad, bread (80)

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10/8

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Exercise:

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@fatandtired1 Fruit and veg

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Fun activity time: 👀

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Weight: 205 lbs 10/06

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I’m dependent on weed I can’t eat without it but I only let myself get high once a day so a win win for me

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Guess who just binged on alcohol for the 6the weekend in a row

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Literally you asked me what my biggest fear was and then make it happen but are still shocked I’m unhappy ?????????

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@dolljichu Girl just eat veggies

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@dolljichu Do not expect to be on them long term. Plan on advocating to take yourself off them 8-11 months after starting

[lyd 🌸 @lidrunkie]

All I can feel is my fat roll I want to scream