Not addicted to weed lol it's just nice to smoke when I wake up, and then like before I get in the shower. Also before I eat and stuff. And then like if I'm going somewhere I'll smoke or if I'm watching something or playing a game. Oh and then like it's nice before bed ya know.
“But you survived” I disassociate, like a lot. My heart drops when someone raises their voice. I shut down very easily. I'm far too observant. I always feel like a burden. I isolate often. But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.