and ofc shane wouldn't be alone but im just sobbing bc shane would feel so lonely and why am I hurting myself like this tbh?? kinda want to write it, maybe I'm just projecting grief and my own suicidal things onto this idk maybe it would help me
cw ! suicide , suicidal thoughts , grief
well I usually don't go here but I just, what if ilya ended up following his mom path? what if shane, anya, therapy and a family with in ottawa wasn't enough... what if in the end he couldn't win... how would shane navigate all that?
like idk I wanna deep dive into how would his grief go, how would his relationship with hockey go.. would he just stop bc it reminded him of ilya too much? bc now no one could match him the way ilya did? no one could understand how hockey felt to shane the way ilya understood?
🐈⬛️: don't look but the ch0is are looking at–
👑: WHERE?!
🐈⬛️: I SAID DONT LOOK
🐻: quick they're looking at us don't embarrass me
🏔: im gonna wink
🐻: DO NOT
personalmente ya me he cansado de ser neurodivergente, se acabó, voy a desconectar el cable del autismo y a volver a vivir como hacía antes: masking todo y fingir demencia. me he cansado de ver cómo me afectan las cosas y no ignorarlo. punto. voy a volver a ser neurotipique.
hornet coquette arrived safe and sound, ready to be coquette with her sibling 💅💅 la amo mucho, directa a dormir con su nueva familia 💕💕❤️❤️ @MeikaArtist
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MY ANGELS & DIVAS
no matter where you are on the queer spectrum, you are SEEN, you are LOVED, and you are VALID 🫶🏻
be safe, be loud. love you all so much ♡
🖤🤎🩷🤍🩵❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
my dad tells me he loves me every other week, he's super present... I don't fucking know what's wrong with me bitch TT (i do think i have stepdaddy issues or smth)