if love ever finds me again, may the universe let me meet someone who loves me as deep as i do. Someone who is never okay with hurting me. Someone who is loyal, kind & devoted. Someone who will never make me feel unwanted, someone who feels like home & also finds home in me.
I think I’m going through a phase right now, like I’m finally coming to terms with actually letting a lot of things go…. Weather it’s friends, family, relationships, feelings, fears, just any and everything. it’s literally time for new beginnings, with new chapters that bring happiness, peace, love & good memories. it’s just time to move on with my life.
I struggle with forgiveness, for real. I’ll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m mad all over again and don’t even wanna be around you. It hurts, ‘cause I’m the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, I’m just sitting there thinking, “Why would you even do me like that?
my program
emp
trick on me, i trick back
call me at least 3 times a day
buy me food
emp
be obsessed
princess treatment
listen to me yap
call me pretty 25/8
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buy me flowers
take me on dates
reassure me
show me you love me
empppp