lilac 🪲

edtwt + gym || DNI: nsfw, shtwt

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

intro !! ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺
new acc, not new to #edrtwt

-18
-she/her
-5'4
-135lbs
-gym rat

I like making art, video games, rotting on youtube, and movies!

I plan to be active for accountability, nd wld love active moots!

like/comment/rt ♡
#edtwt #edrtwt #fitspo

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

I need to go the fuck to sleep ofc I decided to weigh myself at 3am

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

genuinely spiraling rn that shit better be water weight

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

ohhhh my god im actually fat as fuck 😭 seeing that number jst motivated the fuck out of me bro I might never be hungry again

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

someone plz tell me my scale was lying i gained weight

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@affordlcve sheesh theyre expensive to be doing that but nun wrong w it

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@kalifornialuvvv @sugry_grl istg walk in having the worst day of ur life, then walk out w hella endorphins and dopamine

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

binged on these one time and I damn near shit thru the toilet

[noas 𑣲⋆｡˚ @noarexics]

i want these so bad

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

same..but as a gym-goer I lowk love mogging tf outta skinny men w my biceps nd triceps. jst sum so satisfying abt humbling men

[/ᐠ - ˕ -マ Ⳋ @reisinmyheart]

my biggest trigger is when a MAN is skinner than me

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@n0tforex1stance 17 was actually the worst year of my life. when ur 18 a magic switch flips nd people start treating u like a human

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

ok jst realized I havent taken my meds in like 4 full days. ofc ur depressed bitch

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

hate when I have no real reason to be sad but I jst feel the depression weighing on my chest

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

bro I go to the gym so much today 2 of the employees at the front were like "hey yk what we see u often enough that if u ever wanna use the amenities for free just ask" OH HELL YES ❤️

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

im the type to call multiple times when its not urgent at all, just straight annoying as fuck

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@n0tforex1stance no genuinely when I worked in fast food I jst took a deep sigh of relief when someone was nice to me nd gave em extra sauce. its for sure a shitty job nd I always feel bad complaining abt anyone in the service industry but holy hell

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

went thru McDonald's for a large diet coke jst now and the evil ass woman at the drive thru was hella rude when I asked if she minded throwing away my energy drink can. but tbh if I was a rough looking 45yrs old working night shift at McDonald's id prolly be rude asl too

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

literally who gaf ur not young nd hot forever

[izumi ☣︎ @izumigoeszoom]

@alanireservoir smb get her a bra 😭

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@almpib like have u ever had birria tacos

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

@vodkarexia its rly hard at first but I decided to jst accept the looks I get. I didnt wanna live the rest of my life hiding, my scars are part of me and my story. its really freeing to not gaf anymore

[lilac 🪲 @liftinglilac]

no fr some ppl need to up their intakes

[lucy ☆ straight man @vampirrexic]

@bilbilbites or replying to vent-like bodychecks

'I hate my life'
'THINSPOOO OMGGG I WISH I WAS UUUU feel better soon tho :('