i cried in the bathroom afterwords. i remembered 2024 watching of nosferatu. that guy who had yelled at me. that wasnt nice. afterwards, the next week, i watched it again alone in the theaters. literally, i was the only one in the whole room.
resident evil movie was good at least. i couldnt stand walking alone afterwards though. walking past all those people discussing the movie. hey! i want to join in! but i cant. all i can do is banter with the ticket guy. he recognized me from supergirl and nosferatu. that was nice
if i have no distraction i cry. i cried telling cashier no ice. i cried when my professor made eye contact with me. i cried watching all the people and friends and couples walk past me. does it matter when i cry? does your heart burn through me? or through me?