I think I need help
'Cause lately I'm so unwell
From diamonds to dust, that could be us
If I could just change myself
In a city broken like me
Every nightmare started out a good dream.
(#TBHXRP; #TOBEHEROXRP; #NICERP)
@LittleNiceRP [the teen crouched to be able to be at the kid's eye level and offered a soft smile.]
Mhm. And I can't remember things from when I was bigger, so I'm sorry for forgetting about you...
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king [he noded, still unsure if they were fine now or if he was grounded but it felt wrong to ask and ruin the moment, so he just obeyed and went to wash his face before tucking in bed.]
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king [he was starting to feel this heavy sensation of anxiety on his chest. He knew that what he did was an stupidity, that there was no excuse fir this behavior, that they would be upset with him, that...]
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king [he nodded while rubbing one of his eyes to try to get rid of the uncomfortable sting, although it only made it a bit worse.
Although he didn't leave immediately, instead rushed to give his brother one last hug.]
Thanks for everything, San-Ge
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king [with his brother's tender words and embrace Lu Jiang's cry slowly turned into something more contained, less charged with guilt but still stained with sadness.
He kept crying until he felt a bit dizzy and hus eyes burned]
Can I go to bed...?
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king The previous days finally left his chest.
Crying, Lu Jiang leaned forward until his forehead rested on top of his brother's hands, still intertwined with his own.]
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...
@DandyPartTimer@wrecked_king [he took a deep breath, trying to swallow the knot that had formed on his throat.]
I'm sorry...
[it started as just that, one simple apology that was supposed to end there, but as soon as the words left his mouth, tears started to finally fall down his face and all the pain of
I want to be under the sea where I can't tell if I'm going down or staying the same, where no-one can get close to me and I can't hurt them.
I want to be under the sea where I can't tell if the word dissappeared or it's me the one who stopped existing.
[I want to be under the sea - monologue]
I want to be under the sea where the sound doesn't exist and not even the sunlight could reach me, where you can't tell up from down and time can't be perceived.