HOT TAKE: Any FULL TIME job should earn enough to pay bills, buy a house, take yearly holidays, pay gym membership, groceries, etc. without any stress.
i just wanna lose my lil stomach but i canβt stop eating ππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππππ
Iβm the girl who handles all her hard days in silence. I donβt complain much, I donβt always ask for help, & I rarely vent. I carry my own weight & Iβll always move through life with that Iβll figure it out mindset.
Tems said, "your love is not my lifeline, your love is not my home. returning you, you're not mine, to me, you don't belong, i'm better on my own, you're better when you're gone..." THIS IS R&B OMG οΏ½
ngl, the constant cycle of forcing yourself to match the energy of someone who is nonchalant knowing you are someone who is naturally sweet and kind is MENTALLY DRAINING. you can literally lose yourself to the point where you donβt even recognise yourself anymore.
βBut you survivedβ
I disassociate, like a lot.
My heart drops when someone raises their voice.
I shut down very easily.
I'm far too observant.
I always feel like a burden.
I isolate often.
But yeah, sure, I guess I survived.