elsie

losing my mind cbmi 19s / pro recov 🪽

[elsie @lightcinna]

intro for #edtwt. ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ .
looking for new mutuals! (21+)
- elsie, 28. she/her.
- ana, bpd.
- cbmi 19s.
- books, coffee, fashion. 🪽

[elsie @lightcinna]

& she would explain what she needs to do before that “helps” 💀

[elsie @lightcinna]

thinking about how my bul!mic ex best friend was giving me a lecture about how i need to choose recovery while actively purging in my bathroom before & after

[elsie @lightcinna]

i just can’t see the higher numbers or i lose it

[elsie @lightcinna]

the burn of working out is unmatched but my weight goes up and up until i have a proper rest day. even knowing it’s probably normal is still messing with me

[elsie @lightcinna]

losing and gaining the same 1lb 💔

[elsie @lightcinna]

movement 11 days in a row but i don’t count the day it was only for 15 minutes </3

[elsie @lightcinna]

no excuses, i need to be a tiny delicate little angel and i won’t stop until i get there

[elsie @lightcinna]

snejana 🪽

[elsie @lightcinna]

@cassliesh i agree for everybody else but it threw me off the whole day 😞

[elsie @lightcinna]

i started the day with a donut which i haven’t had in forever and i feel so pathetic and i’m so angry at myself

[elsie @lightcinna]

i wasn’t even thinking, i just wanted something sweet. and now the sugar is just going to boost my cravings today. disgusting.

[ari ☆ @filesofarike]

they're so chic.

[Old Internet @OldInternetFeel]

adriana lima (2005)

[elsie @lightcinna]

a week of workouts completed so i did a quick 25 minute pilates workout instead 🩰

[elsie @lightcinna]

the waves of nausea the first hour (at least) of waking up is the worst

[elsie @lightcinna]

no energy drink makes me crash after 2 hours like a red bull

[elsie @lightcinna]

@bmi2000s if you’re 21+, of course!

[elsie @lightcinna]

intro for #edtwt. ꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ˚⁎⁺˳ .
looking for new mutuals! (21+)
- elsie, 28. she/her.
- ana, bpd.
- cbmi 19s.
- books, coffee, fashion. 🪽