charon, edtwt

'08
ex dancer fighting for her life

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

FINALLY 49 AND UNDERWEIGHT LORDDD TYANK U

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Thearte should be a sport GODDAM are those rehearsals killing me

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

I truly am just shitposting here. I have so many threads in my drafts but I feel bad abt sharing them thinking they could trigger someone knowing damn well i'm on edtwrt anyway, ocd so funny hahhahahhhahhhhhgggggg

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Day three no smoke.

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

@starvicle Dip ur finger (gross ik) and wait a bit for it to dry, if ur fingers stick together when u tap them then its regular coke bc it uses corn syrup/sucrose (depends if ur in us or ue)

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Yayyy my sewing machine is coming on monday!!! Im so excited

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

When I'll be in town I'll buy so much food....not even to binge....food hoarding real

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

8 days no binge i would have thrown a party a year ago

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

The saga continues, i ate the skyr anyway and i'm so happy it was so good

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Mom made breakfast which she never does and im so mad and heartbroken and i want to cry and just embarassed that im having this reaction to such a normal thing

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Mom made breakfast which she never does and im so mad and heartbroken and i want to cry and just embarassed that im having this reaction to such a normal thing

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Vanilla skyr and fresh strawberries for breakfast tmrw im so excited i might cry

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

I still think abt this

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

To this day i think this was the craziest omad of my life and I was best ednos

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Vanilla skyr and fresh strawberries for breakfast tmrw im so excited i might cry

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Gen what is the science behind the 'sparkle' in the eyes disappearing when restricting?? Is it physiological or psychological??

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

.ೃ࿐ goals and rules!
sw: 51kg (bmi 18.5)
gw: 44kg (bmi 16.0)
yoga & flexibility training for ballet

*2L of water everyday
*Workout and stretch 6 days a week
*every kilo dropped = reward!!
*do themed diets

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Will I ever be free of this fuckass disorder?? At this point give me electroshock therapy. I always think my recov is going fucking splendid and then school ends and no more than a week of summer I'm already balls deep in restriction

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

body dysmorphia girl

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

I swesr im gaining im bigger everyday even if the scale shows less how is this happening

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

Okay girl and thats why ur ass was broke

[charon, edtwt @lightly_took]

I bought binge food but im gonna throw it out and order some lax tmrw

[˗ˏˋ ℐ𝓈𝒶𝒷ℯ𝓁𝓁ℯ ໒꒱ིྀ༝⁺ @tehestrvingtehe]

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#edtwt #shedtwt #ricecaketwt

[vicky @sacredsoil]

how it feels to balance school and an eating disorder at the same time

[mari 🦢 edtwt @pinkmaerii]

no one took me seriously when i was bmi 16 if they don’t care they’re never gonna care