is anyone from the former ******* fandom willing to converse…?
i know it has been over a year, but personally my coping mechanism was shutting down & mentally not processing anything for months.
now that i am in a place of allowing myself to think about things i have been(🧵)
then finding out all the awful things that had happened before and during the time you stanned them.. and just completely letting go of this relationship that you had convinced yourself was an extremely important and genuine pillar of your life.