rose (spiraling atm)

ᰔ disordered bullshit ᰔ ✎﹏﹏﹏﹏ ⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎...⋙ ♡̩͙venttwt ♡̩͙ 23 she/they ♡̩͙ under 18 DNI

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

✎﹏﹏﹏﹏ ⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎...⋙

ᰔ introᰔ

♡̩͙ reposting this to find active moots ❤️‍🩹

➣ 23

➣ They/she

➣ ENDOS

➣ 420 friendly

➣ mom 🤱🏻

➣ novice dog trainer/handler

♡̩͙ DNI if under 18 please and thank you

♡ / ↺ to be moots

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

3 months pp and im so sad and alone.

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Motherhood is so fucking lonely everyone who was sooo excited to meet baby has fucking vanished. One friend I told how I felt and that I needed a day away from baby to be me. We made plans and she canceled the day of- this is the second time she’s done this

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

I love my baby very much but I have literally no one now. No one wants to hang out. I get short replies when I reach out. It’s so fucking depressing my husband is like oh just ask people to hang blah blah it’s easy. Yeah it would be if I didn’t get stood up

[~s𝗍𝑟ᥲᥕᑲіᥱ~˚₊۶ৎ˙⋆ @SoBerryThin]

Just weighed myself, I'm two stone lighter

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Good morning twt

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Oh hey I’m back

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

@wannabghost @purg1ngmys1ns I DO !

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

@wannabghost ME ! I need one to atp

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

@mad_madeline_1 AHHH HI MOOTIE vvvv true but it’s good to see a familiar face 🫂

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

So fasting today and starting the abc diet tomorrow the last time I did this I lost like 17 lbs so I’m trying to do it again since I gained sm weight back after the wedding/ miscarriage. I was almost back to my sw of 2024 smh

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Anyway here’s to spiraling prolly gonna use this account more to hold myself accountable and what not but still private yeah

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

@kaywtbs I THINK SO I definitely think they’re impacted in some sort of way. I haven’t been to the dentist since I was 16 so I have no clue, my wisdom teeth has been emerging for the past two years. I’m waiting for the holidays to be over and then I’m getting these bad boys ripped out.

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Yk what ig I should be thanking my wisdom teeth cause I’ve barely eaten shit in the past like 10 day due to this pain in my mouth and I’ve lost like 11 lbs cause of it 😭😤

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

How are you doing right now ?

Me

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

@kaywtbs Yes!

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

So it’s going even be harder to not resist speed running. But at this current moment back on my bs 🙁

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Sum abt going through an uncontrollable life event that causes trauma and grief to throw you right back on your bs,, seeing my weight like a bunch cause of doctors and my bmi has sent me spiraling, especially because I have two follow ups at the beginning and end of December

[rose (spiraling atm) @lightweightrose]

Also, the other thing that’s fucking wild to me is like my cycle and my hormones are not gonna go back to normal for somewhere between 4 to 6 weeks and for some people it can take upwards of 12 weeks bro I just want to feel fucking normal 😭