emi ᢉ𐭩

#EDTWT | 19 | student
imagination, life is your creation

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

unpinning at 47 kg / 105 lbs >⩊<.ᐟ

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@CuntyBunnyCarni yayyy congratsss

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@CuntyBunnyCarni I believe in you!

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@strvinstrawbery yeah unfortunately it's happening to me as well :/ not bcs' but just pics of half of my face bcs I don't have the guts to post them on my main account so I try to do it here but then I get randos following me... like ughh

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@krispirity eh maybe

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

can someone sew my mouth shut like omg

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@67409_so yes

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

I’m so sad I can feel all the weight I’ve gained on my legs it’s such an uncomfortable feeling fuck

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

#NEEDTHAT 🙂‍↔️

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

oh ok

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

guys with prominent noses 🙈🙈

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

only -20 lbs and I’ll be satisfied

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@maybellinaa after restricting for 3 months I stopped and got into binge eating straight processed carbs+sugars and gained like 5 lbs in 2 months but I'm also rlly short so it was noticeable

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

ok I’ve changed it to 43 kg / 95 lbs bcs I have to like my body at the age where I’m gonna look and feel my best….

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

unpinning at 47 kg / 105 lbs >⩊<.ᐟ

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

I need to learn how to comfort myself without food and still enjoy eating without using it to cope. I also need to stop telling myself I need huge amounts of food. I’m 5’1” and around 115 lbs, and I don’t work out or go out that much, so realistically, I’m not burning that much.

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

after much reflection, I’ve realized that to recover from my BED, I need to find other ways to give myself dopamine because I constantly turn to food for comfort and don’t stop until I’m painfully full.

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@CuntyBunnyCarni I hadn’t thought about it this way. thanks for sharing.

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

water 10/10
milk 8/10
juice 4/10
tea 9/10
coffee 8/10
slushie 0/10
soda 0/10
boba 2/10
energy drink 0/10

[Alaska @blizz6rd]

rating drinks, anyone can do it
water 7/10
milk 6.8/10
juice 3/10
tea 0/10
coffee 5.5/10
slushie 5/10
soda 9/10
boba 9/10
energy drinks: 6/10

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@CuntyBunnyCarni don’t blame yourself!! it’s not your fault that you’re sick and that these healthcare professionals aren’t doing their jobs. your husband’s very kind for trying to find ways to help you.

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

@cann1balcadaver @CuntyBunnyCarni agreed

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

ok it did work… very very well I’m pleased

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

so update it fucking didn’t and now I’m pissed

[emi ᢉ𐭩 @lilad47]

this better make the bathroom my second home I need it