lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT

cgw - 112lbs || priv - @lilasdiaries || 162cm

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

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[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@sidhe98200443 thank you :(

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

im sorry im hardly active anymore i feel like twitter just got boring and exhausting to keep up with, especially when it feels like everything is falling apart again

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@JoshuaDKuehn @zerocutter1 @Freya1Verse @malyshka444 addiction just like any other drug or habit. and its hard to break unless the person themselves want to. KNOW UR SHIT BEFORE U SPEAK. 4/4

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@JoshuaDKuehn @zerocutter1 @Freya1Verse @malyshka444 dangerous and stopped" because if u really think thats what someone in distress is gonna think about first, when sometimes they cant even control themselves in the moment, ur fucking insane. no one would just cut themselves because its silly and fun, it becomes a harmful- 3/4

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@JoshuaDKuehn @zerocutter1 @Freya1Verse @malyshka444 ur retarded shut up

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@Social_Hadouken @Ian_yyxy @malyshka444 shut the fuck up

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

sorry for venting when nobody cares or asked im such a loser i would kill myself if i wasnt such a pussy idk what happened to me why am i so scared if i did it multiplw times before i feel so miserable in my hesd again and no one can hear me

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

hey guys ive been in such a bad cycle of restricting and binging and im so sick of being stuck at the same weight because i can lose the same 8lbs so ive been prioritizing protein and no ones even gonna read this but im trying to eat 1.2-1.4k cals with high protein while working

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

underweight again, i want people to care and worry again, but theres nothing to worry about me anymore, i haven't cut myself in like a month i think but ive been hitting myself sm since i have nothing else, my mom caught me i really dont care because i had to cold turkey my meds

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

hey guys lol pls dont forget about me ive been super depressed lately i also dyed my hair black im not pinkie pie anymore :(( im sorry ill change it soon when i feel better

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@eepylyss thank you for writing all this it really means a lot <3

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

hey guys sorry im not active i genuinely hate myself so much lol i hope i die i want to kill myself everything feels so weird on these new meds i feel good but i feel like i dont deserve to feel this way i feel so hyper but i feel so broken inside. i hate myself i hate people -

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@claire_counting thank you sm🫶 my dms are always open aswell if u ever need anything!

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

@x_violentpup thank you<3

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

no one is gonna even read what i said i dont know why i keep bothering to talk im sorry

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

- why cant i be strong like everyone else why am i so sensitive why am i so weak why cant i have died already, people will care more when im gone and realize how much i was really hurting. everyday im hurting and it hurts so so much.

[lila ୨୧ pinkie pie of SHEDTWT @lilascals]

- i just not care, i wish i didnt care but i care SO much it hurts. i just want everyone to like me and i know its impossible and it hurts i just want to die i dont belong here i cant exist like this i dont deserve a life i cant handle why cant i handle it like everyone else. -