liliana

🪷.~•* digital diary *•~. 🐚

[liliana @lileddiary]

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[liliana @lileddiary]

I have gotten to the point I’m considering offing myself

[liliana @lileddiary]

I’ve gotten so fat again :(

[liliana @lileddiary]

Someone broke into my apartment and tided ?!?!

[liliana @lileddiary]

NO CAUSE WHY DO I ONLY HAVE TI GET WIRELESS HEADPHONES RHAT LITERALLY DIE ALL THE TIME!!! like ya I can get an adapter BUT ITS STUPID

[liliana @lileddiary]

So happy I don’t look like anyone in my family. It’s sad cause it’s such an amazing thing but my grandparents are horrible, well on one side. My sisters look like them but I look like myself, which is a good thing in a way.

[muse @honeyscoat]

I will never touch my face because I look just like my grandmother, bitches don’t look like their grandma anymore!!!!

[liliana @lileddiary]

Cause how literally

[selinam @bennynotblanco]

saw someone my age financially stable

[liliana @lileddiary]

Weird to say yes, but is she wrong? No.

[Fem Mindset @fem_mindset]

She's spitting facts for everyone done with the drama 💯🔥

[liliana @lileddiary]

Started balling my eyes out because of how exhausting it was to get out of the bath and get dressed in my pjs

[liliana @lileddiary]

I want someone who loves me as I love them, I’ve never had that my whole life life. I don’t understand why I’m so unlovable

[liliana @lileddiary]

Work Christmas party aghhh idk why I’m so nervous

[The Cinéprism @TheCineprism]

One day, I'll walk away like the penguin.

[liliana @lileddiary]

Moving against the waves. It wasn’t cold or even warm. I didn’t feel anything. Everywhere I looked there was small star shaped fossils, I would pick them up and roll them around in my hands, then it would reset. I wish I could have stayed there forever.

[liliana @lileddiary]

I had a dream I was by the ocean looking for fossils, I had collected enough to make a small pile. The beach wasn’t sandy but rather a rocky vegetation filled, almost lake like area. I looked up and couldn’t see or hear the water but I could hear the wind and the rocks,

[liliana @lileddiary]

I’ve been isolating myself not even on purpose, but as soon as anyone is near me I start spilling negativity and idk why I can’t pretend anymore. And of course that makes them not want to be near me

[liliana @lileddiary]

@kevnev2008 I was sick all the next day after but I lived lol

[liliana @lileddiary]

Decided to purge for the first time in a long time, bad idea. My nose started literally pouring blood that it turned the water bright red in like 5 seconds. Now it’s soaking the toilet paper I have in my nose over and over

[liliana @lileddiary]

I genuinely don’t see the point anymore but I’m too scared to off myself cause I’m scared of what’s after death but I can’t keep living like this it hurts

[liliana @lileddiary]

I really don’t want to do any of this anymore, I’m done