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my personal diary // sw: 60 cw: 50 gw: 45 gbmi: 15 ➛ 𝚙𝚛𝚘-𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 ❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ 🪽
preferably 18+ but anyones welcome

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

okay i went undercover and got my bf off my back so heres a little intro ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢
#edtwt
-I’m 18 y/o
-I got diagnosed with ana in 2021
-Pro-recovery
-Im 162cm
-I’ve been on and off edtwt since 2020
-My highest was 60kg, lowest was 44kg
-I’m currently 48kg my gw is 42!

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@SOFhatesherself tysm!! 💕 its over now it wasnt that bad surprisingly, ill just take a couple days to recover and eat ‘normally’ then get back into it

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

for #edtwt why is this the most invalidating thing ever, same as getting a period every month it feels horrible, i don’t want to be ‘healthy’ and i was wondering why ive gained 2kg in under a month
asides from ed this will be my first abortion ever and im so fkn scared

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@dollsnings i gained 3kg, turns out i was 5 weeks pregnant 😭 its gone now though thank fuck for human rights, i can lock in now 🧘🏽‍♀️

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

ive been trying to get a hit tweet since 2020

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

my legs are starting to get skinny again thankgod, hopefully i dont fall back out
#edtwt

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

sister took this pic of me at the pool, the toned stomaches lowk coming back
#edtwt

🏷️edtwt anatwt miatwt thinspo bodycheck shtwt skinnyspo ricecaketwt

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

lowk theyre about to find out
#edtwt #shtwt

[ev ౨ৎ @killingevv]

bmi eatimates for this girl? #thinspo

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

ive gained so much weight in my legs and my stomache is constantly so bloated, ive never felt bigger i actually feel so disgusting i might break
and im going to the beach sunday aswell fml
#edtwt

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@mel988qw bro cant a girl like a bit of handcuffing and praising😞

[𝒮𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌 @morta_online]

.⋆♱How to actually lock in 🔒

I had the time where I was stuck in a "fast, binge, forget about it/ think it's not worth it, fast for few days again" loop

.⋆♱Here's how to ACTUALLY have motivation!!! ᥬᩤ

🧵 for edtwt! ᥬᩤ
proana proed thinspo toxic

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@raiinyboots thigh gap, its my biggest insecurity like ever

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@jenicharme right like im a tennis player id die🥀🥀

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@stradesito 18☹️

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@sebvanilla architecture!

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

@calspoz im lactose intolerant

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

my arms are sm skinnier how come my thighs are still big </3
for #edtwt
🏷️ thinspo edtwt anatwt miatwt bedtwt ricecaketwt lowcal skinnyspo bonespo orthorexiatwt

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

Breakfastspo 𐙚⋆.˚
for #edtwt
🏷️ edtwt anatwt orthotwt orthorexia ednos miatwt thinspo foodspo snackspo meanspo ednostwt skinnyspo

[𝓁 ☕️ @liliscringe]

wia today except i got a beach date tomorrow and CANT be bloated
#edtwt
🏷️ edtwt anatwt wia wieiad highrestriction ednos miatwt bedtwt