lily

18 my online diary :3 #ilovemyboyfriend

[lily @lillsdiary]

new intro + #moothunt
(i'll try and be more active sorry oomfs😞)
-18 | taken
-#shtwt #988twt #nsfwtwt #alctwt #edtwt
-dni if you aren't mentally ill / under 15
idk what else to put but please be my moot 😽😽

[lily @lillsdiary]

only gained 3 lbs when i thought i gained like 20 #blessed

[lily @lillsdiary]

i can't wait till i get paid and can get alcohol 🤤🤤🤤 jumping for joy at the thought

[lily @lillsdiary]

@dark0pc hi

[lily @lillsdiary]

in my reading era

[lily @lillsdiary]

i am anxious every second of every day

[lily @lillsdiary]

i've been so annoyed and pissed off and on the verge of tears for like 3 days straight like everyone is just upsetting me what do i do to fix it

[lily @lillsdiary]

i'm deadass such a fucking loser oh my days

[lily @lillsdiary]

i want irl friends i hate being so alone when my bf is busy :(

[lily @lillsdiary]

guys i will not being logging what i eat because my and my bf are home alone together for a week so i feel like it's gonna be harder to hide me purging / restricting 🥲🥲🥲🥲

[lily @lillsdiary]

i'm so fucking fat someone shoot me now

[lily @lillsdiary]

yumm yumm 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

[lily @lillsdiary]

i forgot to log what i eat yesterday i was busy chat 😞

[lily @lillsdiary]

my father and mother in law are going away for a week and i use them to get me alcohol so no alcohol for a week #kms

[lily @lillsdiary]

i have eaten too much the past two days i need to fast

[lily @lillsdiary]

day 5 of logging what i eat in a day to hold myself accountable ( not counting cals anymore because im lazy ngl
2 potatos
some bacon
chocolate
2 grape ice creams
a cup of ramen noodles
a slice of cake
chicken and waffles

[lily @lillsdiary]

i'm so jealous of people that have high intake and are still so goals like wdym you can have 1000+ cals and look like that🫩

[lily @lillsdiary]

day 4 of logging what i eat to hold myself accountable (fattie edition)
a whole bag of takis -1,500 cals
about 2 1/2 servings of chocolate - 225 cals
two strawberry ice creams -400 cals
a large fry from mcdonald's - 480 cals
total 2,605 cals 🫩

[lily @lillsdiary]

my fucking fatass eat damn near a whole bag of takis

[lily @lillsdiary]

day 3 of logging what i eat to hold myself accountable!!
bagel w/ butter 350 cal
strawberry ice cream 200 cal
total =550!!

[lily @lillsdiary]

i need some alc bro