★ Lilli ★

personal ed diary

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

there's no other option for me now ... it's this or i end my shit

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

jeff buckley really was right when he said it's never over

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

I HATE GAINING WEIGHT!!!!! never thought i would be back to my hw but here i am

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i used to be so so so pretty too so much has changed

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i feel like im going crazy i constantly think about how i used to look when i was at my lw ... and all i can think about it how badly i want to have that body again ... this summer needs to be the summer i finally do it

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i've been maintaining at 132 lbs for the past couples weeks.... i need to start losing again

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

went on a run today !!! proud of myself ngl

[💋 ୨୧ @vintageanorexic]

me looking at photos of my lw

[*• celine •* @Celixe096]

I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February
I will lose 5kg in February

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

in february i want to lose TEN whole lbs and get back on track !!!!

[el ⋆˚ʚɞ @lev8antr]

i just need to be patient. weight loss takes time. stick to the plan and results will come if you stay consistent

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

@strawbxrry05 me pls :)

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i need some more low cal meal and snack ideas im running out of things to eat

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i just want to look like elena gilbert

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

gonna have cucumber salar tmr

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i'm gonna be so so happy when im in the 120s again

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

the actual dream

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i've become the highest weight ive even been being 'healthy' and it's only taken a week of fasting and resticting to lose 4 lbs

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

i've said this before on this acc but i genuinely think this ed is gonna stay with me my entire life bcause tell me WHY ive been trying for MONTHS to lose weight being healthy and going to the gym and eating well and i've just gained :/

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

im so close !!!!!!

[★ Lilli ★ @lilsp0_]

current gw=130lbs