lily

21, bmi 18

[𝐯𝐢𝐞 ᥫ᭡✞ .7/10kg @lafemmevie]

“u have twitter for porn”

WRONG!! i have it for porn AND to fuel my eating disorder

[lily @lilyijex]

need tips for the ultimate lock in. i need to loose as much weight as possible by christmas because literally the next day i have a 2 week long holiday at a beach.

[lily @lilyijex]

@rinalaskaa i am unsurprised by this. in high school all the girls had some type of disordered eating behaviour and even now the women i work with are the same.

[yoyo @blue4light]

Edtwt lowk dying

[lily @lilyijex]

@strvngchiara i was 94kg at my heaviest and constantly bruised lmao, i’m just iron deficient

[lily @lilyijex]

@springflingana heaviest: 94kg
smallest: 60kg
currently tryna get back to 60 but at least i’m not 80+ anymore 🙏

[lily @lilyijex]

@st4rvingpeach me in fat arm jail doing the just dance workouts everyone told me would help

[lily @lilyijex]

i need to stop smoking weed it’s making me fat but man i love being geeked

[lily @lilyijex]

not to mention the fact that darker sides of this app do exist and i will not mention them because i don’t want anything to do with them.
also using the excuse that “i was way more mentally ill” is such a bullshit cop out.

[lily @lilyijex]

posting this video knowing this is a) a competitive disorder. b) knowing it is full of mentally ill teenagers and c) actively giving out a tutorial on how to get here using hashtags and explaining what everything means was a very poorly thought out decision at best.

[lily @lilyijex]

@dingster71902 @bunnibonesXO a lot of accounts get taken down but it’s still very active if you know where to find it. they’ve cracked down a lot in the past few years after being known as the app for this type of stuff i guess. it makes sense but it’s also so annoying.

[lulu ♡ @miausanity]

cancelling plans and ending friendships to focus on my eating disorder

[lily @lilyijex]

@oattmilklatte i am so lazy that 99% of the time i’ll just look at cals and sometimes protein.

[lily @lilyijex]

@bunnibonesXO i still use tumblr but other than that tt. i haven’t ever seen anything on insta.

[lily @lilyijex]

do you guys think eriktheelectric knows who his main audience is?

[✿ஐbun꧂ @ur_bunniee]

my jeans don’t fit anymore!
they’re my favorite pair

[lily @lilyijex]

realised i will never be satisfied until people are scared for my life and idk how to feel, maybe recovery is worth it

[lily @lilyijex]

@YunDaggrDxc @lemoncakezs i’m almost sure i saw a meme like this before but i literally could be making that up in my head

[lily @lilyijex]

@imnimix @fatbeyondrepair estimates are your best friend. estimate by grams and google or get an app that doesn’t use ai.
if you can’t figure out estimates i would remake the meals or cook with my parents to visualise how many grams i thought they used.