normalize being consumed by fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and guilt and shame and hate and fear and shame and guilt
why is suicide so fucking difficult?? i don’t have access to firearms, oding will most likely fail and cause me permanent kidney damage, bleeding out is highly unlikely, i don’t have the tools to hang myself 😭💔 i wish i could js fall asleep and never wake up again