riven

between heavenly highs and hellish lows.

[riven @limbogaze]

بسبب البايبولر خسرت تعب 7 سنين جامعةانفصلت منها،ورفضو يرجعوني بسبب اني اتميت جميع الفرص المستحقة وكان باقي لي مادةوحدةبس3ساعات واتخرج،لكن كل شي راح هباء منثورا هل فيه حل اقدر اسويه ولا خلاص فعلا كل شي ضاع؟

و غلطي لما اعتذرت عن سنة ما اعطيتهم عذر او تقرير لحالتي كنت متردده اعطيهم

[riven @limbogaze]

I think I’d be better off pretending I don’t deal with this shit, but everything feels so heavy.

[riven @limbogaze]

I’m still just surviving, not really living. I’m aware that I’m very angry about this, but I don’t feel it. I’m trying my best to get back to doing things I enjoy, but I see the world as very unsafe right now, and there’s a lot of evidence that makes it feel that way

[riven @limbogaze]

you're my avalon @DPRIAN_

[riven @limbogaze]

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[riven @limbogaze]

النوبه كل مالها تزيد اكثر

[riven @limbogaze]

الواحد احيانا وده يختفي

[riven @limbogaze]

oh the duality of survival.

[riven @limbogaze]

During mania, I still blame myself for the things I did. There are things I deeply regret and I can’t even bring myself to admit them to my doctor or even to myself. idk how to make peace with myself about this. The guilt and the feeling that I’m a bad person are tearing me apart

[riven @limbogaze]

how much I wish to ki*ll myself. My depressive episode is really bad, and my ocd makes it worse

[riven @limbogaze]

it sucks

[riven @limbogaze]

@damiliciousss @DPRIAN_ tyyy dami!! ❤️

[riven @limbogaze]

My first try at this type of 3D design #dprian

[riven @limbogaze]

@llilurae @DPRIAN_ thank youu 😚🫶🏼🫶🏼

[riven @limbogaze]

@uaexxwx تستعمل علاج له؟ وكيف تجربتك معه

[riven @limbogaze]

فيه احد هنا تشخص برضو بـadhd?
تشخصت فيه واحس اني ضايعه ومتردده ابدأ بالدواء تبعه

[l i l y 𓆸 @cutieliliepie]

i tried to hide it,
i'm scared of what's next,
i still don't know where to go,
but welcome to the show.
🤍

[riven @limbogaze]

I wish I was good enough

[riven @limbogaze]

I asked for strength, not this suffering

[riven @limbogaze]

I’m trying, but I’m falling apart