@mr_sasxo Someone's ego, I've always had problems with being parasocial but I'm not doing that, you're lying again, that would imply I want to be your friend which that couldn't be the truth with how I'm acting
Genuinely all I want is for vivian to take back their vague ass statement about me and using me for clout, it's easy for you to move on since your lives are so much better than mine and I'm the #1 enemy who needs to be hated on, I only used your name as a reminder
@mr_sasxo I've been like this for a long time, even if you were the reason I was like this I would've been okay for a long time, quit telling me I need help, quit lying to me, stop pretending to care, I've given up on change if change to you means forgiving being used to stroke-
@mr_sasxo Dead unless one popular person admits it, then sooner or later everyone will want me dead because it's okay to think that, I've been calm for so long and all roads have lead to nothing so there is 0 point in being calm
@mr_sasxo Your circle, you benefit form lying cause if you told me how you truly felt about me people would be shocked, they would be surprised how someone could wish someone was dead when they're all thinking that, or they would support you, nobody wants to admit that they want me-
@mr_sasxo Is for vivian to admit she wants me dead or to take back she said about me, that's it, no alternative motives, no other reason, stop acting like you and everyone has empathy for me or any form of compassion towards me because I'm not going to believe your lies
@mr_sasxo Vivian used my self harm to talk about her morals, Stop with this stupid "it takes a lot for me to hate someone" bullshit I know you hate me and I know vivian hates me and everyone hates me, quit lying that you and vivian and everyone in your circle has empathy, all I want-
And where someone used what I went through for clout, either aplogize for what you said or actually take back what you said, stop pretending to care and tell me to die because at least you're being honest
And I am sorry for how I acted and regret what I did,But I don't want to be used for clout just so vivian could boost her ego, why should I move on from a horrible period of my life, why should I move on from people telling me to cut deeper, where I did sh, where I attempted-
If you read everything, then thanks, or not depending if you hate me, I hope you give me another chance, if you have something you want to say to me then tell me in my DM's on my new account
P.S. also fuck diddlydooter for DMing me if I was alright, you like TCOAAL stfu