one of my bestfriends has smth with the guy i’ve liked for the past 2 months. actually kms. i talk ab him 24/7. why why why why why why why why why why. i need to starve pls. why why why why why why why.
i’m relapsing i could NOT care less. my guy friends stopped hanging out w me because they think i’m ugly???? that’s the reason they think i’m so nice but ugly. i don’t care if skinnier doesn’t make me prettier it does make me feel that way. missed u guys 😁
i know i come on here once in a couple weeks but the urge to relapse is so huge. i miss feeling sick. i miss the pity. i miss the attention. i miss being thin. i miss having such a huge control over my life. i miss being thinner than everyone else. i miss feeling my bones. kms
hii healthier was obvi a weird word choice.. >< . i meant i’d probs just lose more weight lol ! just wanted to let u all know recovery is so so so worth it!!! i love life. i’m praying for u all. 🩷 thanks for all ur support ill be logging off again :3
my guy friend said im wide n have a lot of body or wtv that’s supposed to mean ,, this is an outfit check from earlier today do i acc look that wide ??
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—02/06/24 , 14 , 8 K steps
intake .. binge. 3rd day in a row.
water .. 5 L
exercise .. hourglass abs workout - daisy keech
wanted to do omads in june but im just gonna start having 2 - 3 low cal ,, high protein meals cause this is unsustainable
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—01/06/24 , 14 , 8 K steps
intake .. binge.
water .. 2 L
exercise .. hourglass abs workout - daisy keech + bicycycled to my friend back n forth
bruh why am i so fat . starting my ed journal right now tho ..