thinking about how it's day 3 and everyone stopped caring about mark's shirt, but i remember how kpop stans were still wishing d34th and making unsensible jokes about chaeyoung i wonder why
i never hated mark. in fact, the love i had for him in my heart was indescribable. he was someone whose hard work inspired me. to see how downright careless and hurtful he was and then not directly apologize or make a statement about it made me lose my respect for him.
that being said if for some reason you wanna buy any of itโฆhit me up. no judgment. genuinely. i soent a lot of money on it and i want it to go to a good place
wtf am i supposed to do with 100+ mark photocards, albums, signed pc, magazines, merch itemsโฆ.i just look at it and i feel sick. i poured so much love, time and money into him. you really want to think the people you love arenโt terrible human beings but you truly never know
to say iโm disappointed in mark would be an understatement. he was someone i adored and loved so much, but to see him remain silent for something as big as this.. and sure one can argue upper room posted the statement but it was a 24 hr story that didnโt even mention him by name.
itโs late and i canโt sleep and this has not left my mind the past two days. itโs a very hard pill to swallow. disappointed doesnโt even describe it.
i truly wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. you always want to believe the people you look up to have good intentions. but his silence is deafening and itโs clear to me heโs not affected by the harm heโs caused.