i downed over half of this and had to sit down and call my mum because it hurt my chest so much to the point where i couldnt breathe. dont down fizzy drinks on an empty stomach.
the thing is. i already know everyone will eventually leave me and ill be stuck with myself again. it was so horrible and ill do anything to not feel the way i did 2 years ago. im trying so fucking hard and no one can even tell.
@misabuni no one ever talks to me unless i talk to them. my friends come round every friday purely to smoke weed but they include me because they r smoking at my house. im always left on opened or delivered and nobody actually shows interest in talking to me
@rotrazz i post on my insta story everyday, i cant tell u the amount of photos i reuse just to fit in and make me seem like im living a really cool life
i dont even remember the last time someone said they were proud of me. am i seriously that pathetic? do i mean nothing to you? i have feelings too please consider that
i really want to kill myself but ive made a promise and i love this boy so much i cant put it into words so please what can i do i need help i cany physically cope like this anymore